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Abang Jiwa Kental.
 
Thursday, 26 December 2013 



assalamualaikum.
This picture directly taken from facebookk but was edited.
abang jiwa kental. he is my brother. my second beloved brother forever. he was a brother. he was a friend to talk. he was a friend to tell my life story. he was friend to advise. he was blablabla .... too much. 

the great senior is abang jiwa kental. he has a browny-eyes !
first of all, dia lah yang mengajar aku jiwa kental bagai. daripada senior yang agak pemalu sebenarnya. too weird actually when I got close to him. yess ! i'm admit aku sebenarnya tak sekuat yang disangka. luaran agak ceria seceria pelangi mungkin... namun dalam hati siapalah aku. bab bab percintaan aku memang low seriously i'm bad in love :( kesian kan? dah lari jauh dari topik.

abang jiwa kental. abang afiq. abang chikk. the most closer is Bucikk.

dia daripada student MPI . and aku tahu kisah cinta dia dengan Amani. agak sedih agak terkilan. teruk jugak laa. teruk daripada yang di sangka sangkakan. 6 tahun beb. 6 years was gone with nothing. if I were in her place I was as strong as he is to withstand the pain? no no aku tak sekuat dia untuk memikul beban seberat beratus ribu million tan. thats why lah i cakap abang jiwa kental ni banyak mendorong aku. dah macam penasihat peribadi eh bukan macam kaunselor kat sekolah -,-
hmm hmm kadang kadang ade jugak terasa hati tersentap 'kesok hati' well biasalah angin aku bukan sentiasa ikut arah selalu je terpesong arah. biasanya awal awal bulan agak moody. kalau dapat kawal okey je kalau tk dapat kawal habisss la. kebaboommm !

tapi kan tapi kan.. hahaha abang jiwa kental baik. selalu je dengar aku membebel entah pape. dari malam sampai cerah. dia layan je perangai adik dia yang menggila ni. even kitaorang kenal takde lah lama sangat tapi rasa macam dah bertahun tahun kenal. and and and dia selalu suruh baca doa tidur, ayat kursi then surah al-ikhlas. caring kan kan kan? tersangatlah caring. thankyouuuuu for everything abang :* no one like you.

after 11.12.13 the nice date ever tarikh keramat aku and Ally was broken. di saat hati aku memang berkecai. mata memang membengkak. he is by myside. terlalu banyak nasihat. kadang kadang penuh handphone dengan ayat nasihat dia. selagi adik termampu adik akan ingat pesanan abang. pesanan yang sangat bernas. dengan segala nasihat yang dia bagi aku dapat rasa sedikit ketenangan. thankyouuuu for your supported :* i will keep all of your advice. everywords that you said. Jiwa Kental ! i dont know what i'm talking about. I first met the boy with brown eyes on the 4 day of October. he were said that my voice sound like her ex-girlfriend. i know he always miss his ex girlfriend.  










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